I learned something about
myself recently. It wasn’t pointed out
to me, just a realisation that came upon me suddenly while I was clicking my
way through Pinterest.
I’ve been hiding myself
away from the reality of our life with Julian’s condition.
It is why I have stayed
away from blogging. It is why I have
stopped any form of research, and it is why I stopped looking forward to
getting together with the other families at the Pulmonary Hypertension clinic
every 3 months.
I may seem fine on the
outside, but if you don’t see me here or on the Saving Jules Facebook page, it
may be because the chewing gum and duct tape that are holding me together
inside is coming loose.
