Monday, 11 August 2014

Chewing Gum and Duct Tape

I learned something about myself recently.  It wasn’t pointed out to me, just a realisation that came upon me suddenly while I was clicking my way through Pinterest.

I’ve been hiding myself away from the reality of our life with Julian’s condition.

It is why I have stayed away from blogging.  It is why I have stopped any form of research, and it is why I stopped looking forward to getting together with the other families at the Pulmonary Hypertension clinic every 3 months.

I may seem fine on the outside, but if you don’t see me here or on the Saving Jules Facebook page, it may be because the chewing gum and duct tape that are holding me together inside is coming loose.

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